I AM SO CONFUSED
Raw ThoughtsI remember when I first realized that I loved you. Not in the way you wanted, but I cared. It was the day you told me that you loved me, in that dark upstairs room after watching "A Bug's Life." You turned off the TV and I couldn't see you, but you could see me because your eyes were more adjusted to the dark. I stayed as still as possible and let you do the talking. I didn't know what to say, anyway. My best friend, falling in love with me? That only happened in movies. I could hear your voice shake, I could even feel the air tremble as you tried to keep yourself away from me, but there was a moment, that one long moment that seemed to freeze in my mind, and I could feel you standing just inches away from me. I could feel the rugged rise and fall of your chest, the warmth of your hands inches - no, centimeters away from my cheek and my waist. I was hoping that you would take me in your arms then, and tell me that you were okay and that we would be okay, because in that moment I wantedRaw Thoughts by crystal4458
Totally re-doing this, finally.
Hey. I'm Crys. If you know my real name, then that's fanfuckingtastic for you, but I'd prefer not to tell anyone else of it.
I'm your average bordering-on-college girl, with simple needs: food, internet, and sleep. I'm not the best artist, nor will I ever be, and nor do I aspire to be that. I draw with a WACOM Bamboo Splash tablet, with ArtRage, AutoDeskSketchbook Pro, and GIMP. I enjoy writing when I have the inspiration to, though my works are fairly simple-minded. I aspire to be as good a poet and writer as the great Edgar Allan Poe himself, though I lament that it will never come to pass.
Ah, well. C'est la vie.
If you truly wish to know me, please, leave a message on my profile or send me a note. I love making new friends, and I usually wait until the other party makes the first move. I'm sarcastic and nice to a fault, so we should get along just fine.
I also have a Tumblr, which is this: crystalrainstorm.tumblr.com/ Follow me if you wish.
I hope you all have a fantastic day!